Someone slap me...

It is quite possibly, the hardest thing ever to keep this girl up past 4pm like my MIL said. I want to quit. I want to give up and let her sleep. She looks like a poor helpless lump of baby when we are trying to keep her awake. How mean am I to resort to this? I can't do it. But I have to. So someone slap me, and slap me quick!

Okay, I'm letting her take a 30 minute power nap. Once that's over, you are back up Maya. Uugh, I'm so mean. But damn, why can't she sleep like this at 11pm? Please Baby Jesus, pray that she sleeps tonight. I'm hoping that it's the swaddle and letting her just deal with it in the bassinet that's actually putting her out. Yeah, I know, I'm trying to trick myself so that this giving up thing won't affect me. I'm quitting. What a sucker. I'm letting a 6 weeker punk me. Daaamn, LAME! Fail.