She's back to being a vampire. Okay, maybe that's not that great, but i'm okay with that. I'm okay with having to fight her to go to sleep. It's just a part of the process of her growing I guess. 4 months ago, I would have cried in the dark, by myself. Now, I don't. It's not that bad. Yes it is, but I'm not a cry baby about it any more.
So last night was pretty fantastic. Despite her not going to sleep and me going in to her room every 30 minutes, I loved it. Why? At around 1230, I go in there for the last time, and I decide this time, I will pick her up and rock her. So i turn on the little night light and tell her "Maya, go to sleep!" She looks at me, with the paci in her mouth and burst into a giggle. My crazy child was ready to play with me, not go to sleep. So it made me laugh. Which in turn made her laugh even more. It totally became a giggle fest in the middle of the night, in the dark, just the two of us. The more I laughed, the more she laughed. How freakin awesome is that? I couldn't help but want to keep giggling with her and not make her go to sleep. HA! I loved it. Filled me with so much joy I almost cried. LOL. Yeah, I guess I'm a cry baby.
Anyway, aside from her being a creature of the night again, she's pretty fantastic. She's so fantastic, my crazy husband told me to go get my IUD taken out in July so that we can have another baby. Umm, my incision isn't even fully healed fool! RELAX!
Gotta go, the vamp is calling "Nyah Nyah Nyah eeeh eeh eeeeh!"
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