So I'm a quitter

Where the hell is my woombie Fed ex and diapers.com? You fuckers lied to me and said it would be here saturday.

Moving forward. I'm a quitter. Dracul has fallen asleep and I am too damn lazy to fight her and keep her awake. Last two nights she has tricked us. Saturday night, nothing really changed. I actually didn't let her fall asleep and yet, she was up at around 930pm and would NOT go back to sleep. What the french toast, man! I struggled with her, put the paci in her mouth a gazillion times and she'd stop fussing but then would spit the paci out and scream. Scream bloody murder. Finally took her daddy to get up, and put the paci in, after I fed and changed her TWICE and she knocked out. She's lucky, I was ready to pop her in the booty. JK.

Then last night, we had company over and she didn't sleep but for maybe 20 minutes. Same routine, and out at 830. Once everyone went home, it was like she knew we weren't in bed with her and she screamed, and screamed, and yelled, and fussed and fought. I felt like I was a horrible mom but there was no reason for the screaming. Maybe she wanted to party. So I decided I'd quit and go join her. Maybe that'll solve the problem. NOOOOPE. She keep going and going and going. So I got up, made a bottle, changed her, fed her and back mimis. This time, she slept EIGHT straight hours. What? Word! Eight hours feels good. But no matter how long you sleep, you really don't sleep because you worry they might not be breathing. But I was shocked it was 8am ish when she started to fuss.

So today, it's almost 6pm now and I said eff it I'm quitting. I mean what the hell am I going to do? I want her to stay awake but if she's going to take an hour nap and then be up fighting me, what the hell am I suppose to do. LOL. I wish there was a magic potion (benadryl...shhh) that I can use to settle her. Buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, as we all know, there is nothing that will knock her out (shhh....benadryl).

She's actually awake right now because she dropped 2 deuces and pee'd all over my bed when I was changing her. Thanks. Why does it have to be my side of the bed though? I sure was proud she poo'd so no complaints on that part. And 2 dumps is even more spectacular.

So tonight, I will play it by ear, and hope she wears out, sleeps, and if she decides that she wants to be up, maybe i'll feed her again, and hope she knocks out 8 hours again.